one last miracle

I'm sure there's a story in the Bible for this, I thought
I listened to Famous Prophets (Stars) in the background
Your voice, the voiceover of our eulogy

I stayed so still
I stayed so silent
I stayed during the whole thing
I stayed unmoving for ten minutes afterwards

I ask God for one last favor
I ask Him for one last miracle

And then I stood up
And I had boiled eggs for dinner from Poirua, Wellington


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