smiling at u like a girl in a seinen coming of age manga

I practice my smile in the mirror
Bare my fangs

Smile at you like a young female thing in a seinen coming of age manga
With a gleam in my eye
I've got bad bad intentions for you

When I show you this face, that's when you know it's that point of the story when its all FUBAR
"I love you! Run away with me!"
Death knell!!!
"Let's take our shoes off!"
How romantic!!!
This erotica is a thinly veiled suicide note

I read a page about PCP
I imagined the darkness in my heart
Every violent little thought stifled and left to foster itself in my heart
And I-
I couldn't finish the thought
I go insane from the fear of becoming insane
"Help! The monster inside of me is about to explode!"
This isn't girly at all!

Have you ever watched Jacob's Ladder?

I'm inventing my own reinterpretation and theories of sekai-kei
Kimi to boku, you and I
"Our love can destroy this whole world."

Hair long, soft, flowing, pretty, and in a white dress the same as so
Blood as my blush, swollen eyelids, dry pink tender spots under the dark circles of my eyes
When I smile at you like a young female deuteragonist in a coming of age seinen manga
I've put a death sentence on the last few good things you've got going
I take off my shoes at the entrance
Knock on your bedroom door
And greet you like an old friend