i feel okay today

it looked so sunny earlier today

but now it looks like a high chance for rain

I am a ball of light, I am a ball of light

but even the indiscriminate light of the sun can't touch everyone at the same time, I think to myself

if I smile again, maybe the clouds will break apart 

the idea is nice, and i cheer up

the clouds don't part

but I finally notice the expanse of blue on the horizon

my plants are healthy and well fed today

and it looks like a high chance for Rain 

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