untitled sad thoughts

i don't deserve to cry, I think to myself

what is this feeling? it sucks

is it biological chemicals in my body

am I tired?

i feel like a bad person

I hate seeing the fire I leave behind in my wake

I hate destroying the things I love the most

there'll come a day where all ill want to do is say sorry to you too 

what's your damage?

you never forget something if it's only once that it's happened