girl in chiba

the parade and fireworks are so bright and colourful tonight

so I'm crying
do dreams have to be so shiny and sparkly and bright?
why can't I just have you?
why can't I just be happy with you?
do I have to dream big?
do I have to dream electric dreams?
do I have to have company sponsored dreams?
as the orchestra on the park speakers swelled
I cried, I cried hard
the strings swelled and burst
the last golden of burst of fireworks dissipated like gold sinking down to the depths of the ocean
I'm silently sobbing as my head stays affixed to the sky
perfect clear night skies "are all you need and all I need is you"

salarymen keeled over on total exhaustion on the hibiya line
I take my sisters back to the hotel on the train
and I sleep with my arms dry and bruised

お休み、東京

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