(hidden track)

i want to disappear

the reasons are unclear
maybe I'm tired
maybe I'm depressed
it must be both

that's what you get for living your life loose and fast
that's what you get for living your life not expecting much
that's what you get for living your life with a code of honour
yeah, just keep screaming in places where no one can hear
yeah, just keep telling yourself that's it's your own fault
someone's gonna have to notice the blood some day
someone's gonna have to smell the blood boiling in the sun some day
someone's gonna have to clean up the dried up blood some day

don't you ever just get tired of all of this?
yeah, just keep telling yourself that
keep telling yourself that it's all worth it
hey, is the day where you die coming soon?
tell me it's true?
don't you ever just get tired of all of this?
yeah, just keep telling yourself that
keep telling yourself that this life is worth crying for
just don't stare off into nothing for too long. they might notice.
scum.