esto perpetua

alternative titles: autumn coloured angel shore-washed corpse / kitty cat meow meow forever and ever

I know better than to look back when we part now

Nothing but the back of your windswept head to see

You've never looked back at me

I can hear my heart break like ceramic when you whisper sweet nothings to me

Pale white glazed clay hardened by fire

Shattered so easy

You're tired

It's the most basic of things

"Every now and then, you must have wanted to cry or scream or yell, 'Leave me alone!'"

一年がほとんど経ってました

一緒に彼女になりましたかな

I like to pretend we are

But I know I'm just pretending

I run away to the pier when we get bored

her autumn coloured angel bones washed onto the shore

the crystals touching our noses as fine as the sand 

pale mothbitten skin all over her thin chest

I feel like such a child when I cut a small line for her

scared of destroying her fragile little mind

yet wishing for the tide to wash over both of our bodies as we lay deep in the hole

We revisit old places that her and I left stained

And I take a good look at this room one last time

So this is what this city looks like from up here

I lay in this room with you one last time

It's the last time I lay with you here

Because you'll be living closer with me soon

This feeling won't ever go away

Not ever, not ever

No, I won't let go

No, I won't ever

So let's be friends forever until we die

So let's be lovers forever until we die

So let's be sisters forever until we die

So let's be together forever until we die

Let me die slowly and surely in your arms for tonight

Bye bye... I love mew...