you may never understand

I think I'm a deeply evil person. I think something's wrong with me.

But so do you, so do you think of yourself that way too

I say "I love you," like a honest man lying through his teeth

When I wake up with your hands around my neck

Pressing thumbs against the soft spots of my chin 

I will wonder,

Maybe you're doing this because you love me,

I hope you're doing this because you love me.

Well, I say "You're not alone," when you suffer

Knowing that I hate it when I'm on the opposite end

Hey, isn't that terrible? I hate that. I hate being told that.

Well, sometimes I just want to be alone

Sometimes I just want to feel like the only person hurting in the world

You will never understand, you couldn't ever understand

No one will ever understand, there's no fucking way you could ever understand

You will NEVER suffer like I have

and I will never suffer like you have

Oh man, that's terrible, aren't I awful?

I say, "I love you," like a liar telling the truth

There's no use,

I'm flesh and blood through and through

So there's no use.