biscuit's dreaming; clouds above its head

what's another tranny in a hole extol virtue expectance must fight for acceptance liberation only gained when liberation is for all but i keep myself locked upppppp heads will roll your own respirator first in emergency others second urgency worst at the first step its because i got a death wish i try to avoid anyone that comes too close youd think reflexes from a soulslike i've never played the game the adversity of avoiding your death is too tiresome what's another tranny in a hole my mind wanders from its source heads will roll what's another tranny in a hole what's another tranny in a hole one more number and one more body to prop up in disdain disgust, pity, fear, a little head served on a pike for you to wave in faces detached from the rot and lack of warmth and the flaking skin, you can't smell anything coming from a 5-6 inch LED screen. observe the processes of objectification, statistic stratification. you can shove your whole arm up my ass and through ...

 i think I'm gonna write more This stuff more like diary entries maybe When I wanna write I'll write I used to write in overly too questioning of a way I need to decide  I need to stop questioning and writing things with an open end I think I need to stop that even if I end up not writing things coherently I need to finish my sentences  And I think I need to write my next pieces making a conscious effort to do this  I need to write with a curious innocence  But I worry that I never really wrote with that sort of curious innocence and Okayness with making mistakes I need to be okay with not making sense right now I need to address that my mind and body are atrophying  I need to figure an approach I need to abandon words like maybe, I think, I should, I want to abandon the future tense being my dominant mode of thinking I've learnt so many lessons without application  Not abandon entirely I think there's given circumstances in which the future tense I dr...

11:50pm two glasses of grapefruit juice earlier that night - perhaps 500ml - they were tall insuffulated - it must've been 100mg i was on my computer, doing god knows what. i think it was important because i was panicking because when everything started getting heavy - i needed to get to my bed under the blankets - i was going to bed.  BLACK SHEPHERDS TONE the world broke apart -  it looked like datamoshing in violent color what the fuck, that has NEVER happened what the fuck????? The world went on forever One single static frame Sometimes you wanna go where everybody knows your name there was a cruel revelation that everything i had ever done was fake for forever, nothing was real - my entire life was fake i lost my body and there was nothing but black my eyes were wide open, and there was nothing but black and a falling sensation that's what i always imagined death was i died??? am i died??? how long was i falling? I WAS THERE FOREVER I WAS THERE FOREVER I WAS THERE FOREVER ...