in stillness there is atrophy

 


is it not enough?
you're a little too old for youthful rebellion, you say.
my pleasure nerves are shot and grey

i think you've bitten me, little one
and I don't like the way your teeth feels

there's stillness in atrophy
and I think what you and I have, 
maybe you don't realize it, but it's going away

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